Tom Erickson in with a report on the annual meeting last night at Park Street. The annual mtg. itself was over at 8:30 PM, and then an hour was devoted to the problem of expansion. Expressions from the congregation seemed to affirm. A panel put in selected arguments for expansion, Mr. Kenney, Mr. White, Ken Olsen, etc. To my surprise, Dr. O. came in at 5:45 PM for 20 minutes. He had two proposals, one to buy the bank, the other to buy H-M & put up a 6-story building, leaving part of it to them, with 4 stories for the use of the church. I had concluded after talking to Tom A. that it would do well to try to buy the bank first & the H-M property second.

Had 5 or 6 x-rays this morning after a discussion with Dr. T.; he wants to see if my frontal sinus cavities are infected; as I have some nasal discharges. I suspect they are infected. Had some discussion with the supervising chef who blenderized a sirloin steak with potato; my it was real good! The Herald had an article today on cutting enrollment at Boston Latin (founded in 1635 to prepare boys for Harvard); it has 2600 now with 7th, 8th, & 9th grades. A committee of 3 recommended to cut it to 2000! LCH called this AM. MM called in the afternoon. Dinner was quite good also; I’m sure glad I saw the chef.

Had lengthy discussion with Dr. T. who described the operation rather completely. The muscle on the outside is cut off the bone, so it is possible to have access to the bone & joint without disturbing the facial nerve. After the manipulation the muscle is stitched back on. Sat in sun for about an hour, shaved and combed my hair; as a result I felt more civilized. The food consists of soups, juice, eggnog, etc. The dietitian is ill, so I can’t seem to get across the idea of consomme & baby food. Rec’d a card from the Sussman’s; it must have been delivered personally, as it has no stamp on it.

LCH, JAH, NJH, JCH, & MCM in for an hour or so. It was good to see them. DCH at Brookwoods.

…[T]he last 15 years have witnessed the ascent of an alternative view, that of embodied or enactive cognition. This new wave arose because the computationalist doctrine failed to account even for the most elementary coping with the world: walking, perceiving object in a natural setting, imagination. Slowly the cards turned into considering that the basis of mind is the body in coupled action, that is, the sensory-motor circuits establish the organism as viable in situated contexts. From this perspective the brain appears as a dynamical process (and not a syntactic one) of real time variables with a rich self-organizing capacity (and not a representational machinery). So in this sense the mind is not in the head since it['s] roots [are] in the body as a whole and also in the extended environment where the organism finds itself.

- Francisco Varela, Cosmos Web Forum letter 12e (1998?)

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Feel pretty low, but have good care. Am getting antibiotic shots, my hips are quite sore. Dr. T. put a new dressing on.

Rode in with HS. Left the Lab on the 10 AM shuttle for Dr. Thoma’s office & Brooks Hospital for the operation on my jaw. See other diary for details.

Was awakened at 0545 for a shot & about 0715 & told to wash, which I did. No breakfast, & no fluid is allowed. Given a sedative at about 0845 and was in the operating room at 1045. Operation took about 3 hours. Dr. Thoma was unable to put the condyle into place as the joint surface was gone. I was given a pint of blood. They also gave me glucose. LCH was in at 5:45 PM and I recognized her.

Operated on at 1045 — starting time — at Brooks Hospital, Brookline. Operation 3 hours long — came to about 6 PM.

Finished the document with the AMR test data. It has the #PA-631; gave it to Joanne for a cover & title sheet. JLV has taken my advice & gone into hiding to finish his report. I’d like to see it. Left on the 10 AM shuttle for Dr. Thoma’s office, where he put on the traction bars on my upper and lower jaws. It took 75 minutes. Left his office at 1 PM and walked up to Brooks Hospital at 227 Summit Avenue in Brookline, where I checked in at 1:40 PM and went to bed. As I didn’t have any lunch, I was given a glass of milk and a dish of custard. Blood and urine samples were taken, and a capsule of medication. Visited by a Dr. Kaufman who asked routine questions of medical history.

Rode in with HS. Left the Lab on the 10 AM shuttle for Dr. Thoma’s office & Brooks Hospital for the operation on my jaw. See other diary for details.

Was sad to see that another CU colleague had passed away recently. Ron had a finely tuned and very droll sense of humor which was a deLightful foil to the often dour departmental atmosphere. I advised him with technology issues relating to his teaching and research, and we had numerous fine conversations around that though the topics often drifted far afield.

At JLV’s request, I went through the 7000 L+L-note cards to update the Site 12 TTR bibliography.

Abstracted and put in one volume, seven sets of Site 12-16 Performance Data, obtained a Pen Aids file number for it so it can be used as a reference document.

Decided at 0600 today to write to the FAA Admin & Brad Morse, our Congressman from the district we live in.

When I stopped for HS this morning he said he had decided to attend the Shockley lecture at MIT tonight, so would drive in himself.

Rewrote Bob Davis’ paper on Simulation, making it shorted and more precise. He has a good outline.

Clear, cold

Drove in; HS is going to the Shockley lecture tonight.

Went over to Lexington to Dr. & Mrs. [??] home to the Park Street area mtg. Dr. Ockenga answered questions, the discussion turning to Catholicism and related topics — including a few comments on Determinism by John Ossepchuck.

Harry’s and my offices were moved over the weekend to L275-77. They are quite pleasant — but have no windows!

JLV & JU worked thru the weekend to generate a draft of the Committee Report to Walt. I wrote a draft of the objectives and then proofread part of the writeup on system description. After some discussion with JLV & JU late in the afternoon, JLV started to rewrite the objectives.

40°F clear

Rode in with HS.

Put the side panels and 2 seats back in the jeep with LCH’s help. It is beginning to look quite good.

Warm, clear

Took family to SS & church. A few people were glad to see me, as an erroneous report that I was or had been in the hospital was put in the church calendar.

Went to bed quite early.

Warmer, clear

Sprayed Jeep floor in the afternoon. I got too much on some of the vertical surfaces. Also sprayed the window frames with aluminum paint from two spray cans.

Wrote up my contribution to JLV’s paper; it turned into 5 pp. of longhand, describing the data collection and reduced data output for Site 12. I took most of it from 3 BTL references, citing them.

This Koh-i-noor pen works quite well.

Clear, -5°F

Went home in PM, I still don’t feel good.

Cleaned my electric razor; after soldering a wire on and lubricating the bearings, it ran like new. I can now get a shave in about 8 minutes.

The pleroma is both beginning and end of the created beings. It pervadeth them, as the light of the sun everywhere pervadeth the air. Although the pleroma prevadeth altogether, yet hath created being no share thereof, just as wholly transparent body becometh neither light nor dark through the light nor dark through the light which pervadeth it. We are, however, the pleroma itself, for we are a part of the eternal and the infinite. — C.G. Jung

Jung, C.G. & Jaffé, A., 1965. The Seven Sermons to the Dead. In Memories, Dreams, Reflections. New York, NY: Vintage Books.

Had a conversation with JLV — in which he gave me this Koh-i-noor Rapidograph pen — in which he asked me to provide him the list of data to be recorded at Site 12, and the list of processed information with supporting comments. He is writing a report for WW on what to do at Site 12. He was asked for his opinions of the PA Project, and he said he didn’t think well of it. The “oldtimers’ here, those who stayed rather than going with MITRE, are getting the supervisory positions. The organization chart shows no staff at all; Wells & Nolan became line supervisors; Nedzel & Ward the “middle management.” It is odd that they don’t have any staff.

Had two tables typed up in draft form to show the data & processed information.

Clear, Cold

Went to work in PM.

Went to Abbott Spray to pick up the Toro Short block, going on into Elbery Mtrs for Ford parts & to Mantague-Brown at 124 Harvard avenue, Allston, for enamel for the Jeep. They were able to match it.

Put the Toro together and found that it runs.

LCH went in to Park Street to a SS dinner; Jim Peterson brought her home.

The deepest problems of modern life derive from the claim of the individual to preserve the autonomy and individuality of his existence in the face of overwhelming social forces, of historical heritage, of external culture, and of the technique of life. The fight with nature which primitive man has to wage for his bodily existence attains in this modern form its latest transformation. The eighteenth century called upon man to free himself of all the historical bonds in the state and in religion, in morals and in economics. Man’s nature, originally good and common to all, should develop unhampered. In addition to more liberty, the nineteenth century demanded the functional specialization of man and his work; this specialization makes one individual incomparable to another, and each of them indispensable to the highest possible extent. However, this specialization makes each man the more directly dependent upon the supplementary activities of all others. Nietzsche sees the full development of the individual conditioned by the most ruthless struggle of individuals; socialism believes in the suppression of all competition for the same reason. Be that as it may, in all these positions the same basic motive is at work: the person resists to being leveled down and worn out by a social-technological mechanism. An inquiry into the inner meaning of specifically modern life and its products, into the soul of the cultural body, so to speak, must seek to solve the equation which structures like the metropolis set up between the individual and the super-individual contents of life. Such an inquiry must answer the question of how the personality accommodates itself in the adjustments to external forces. — Georg Simmel

Simmel, G., 1950. The Metropolis & Mental Life. In The Sociology of Georg Simmel. New York, NY: Free Press.

reported the $15 to Mr. Huntington so he can authorize a payroll deduction.

Clear +5°F

Went in to the Lab in the AM.

Went home after lunch.

Worked on 1961 accounts; I’ll try to start on income taxes tomorrow.

Started NJH on trying to learn to write decently.

Rec’d a check for $15 from Liberty Mutual for the ambulance fee that I paid recently.

Clear – Cold

Stayed in bed all day — read part of the IRE proc. on plasmas. It’s quite instructive.

Call from a Mr. Don Hastings at Park Street — Shirley B. took call — Call Elbery Motors re: w.washer parts.

Now attempting the abstract which should have been in last week for the formal Notification of Intention (to submit). Words are reified by applied meanings (to their largely abstract sounds); yet words can be made to have other meanings. Where on this Occam’s razor is the sitting more comfortable? Or is it time to just jump off and risk coming into contact with the blade in the process, but otherwise escaping the challenge of making meaning so ‘simple’ that is ‘acceptable.’ I like to think that I say what I mean, and it just happens sometimes that the meaning is not so common, so I bear mis-understanding as a price for this act of saying. This is a prime example of the lossyness of mediatory carriers. The OED (Oxford English Dictionary) has been a constant companion since I realized I had free (university) access to it. I like the Old English and Norsk usage examples which are given for some words going back to the 8th Century or earlier. Thanks to knowing Icelandic! Best of all are the full etymologies which trace the lineage of shifting meaning as attached to these bits of symbolic chicken-scratch. ‘Commonsensical’ meanings are nothing more than the dominant understanding (or lack thereof) of the shifting sands of language. For example, the OED definition of ‘common sense,’ see below, m’gosh!
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Went to office in AM.

Dense fog – 25°F

There was ice on the streets this morning, making driving quite hazardous. Went home after lunch and to bed for the rest of the day. I feel quite shaky.

The Toro engine block will be available in about 2 weeks.

Made arrangements to go into the hospital on 25 January; I’ll stop first at Dr. Thomas office to get traction bars put on my teeth.

Clear – overcast – cold

LCH took the children to SS & church.

I listened to HJO on the radio; he had a good sermon on the 91st Psalm.

Wrote to Winchester, New Haven, John Legg re: insurance.

DCH stayed in so he could go to the youth group tonight; he wasted all of yesterday, and has done no studying since Thursday night. LCH picked him up at Concord at 0850 PM.

Clear – cold

Stayed in bed all day; the nasal discharges are decreasing; perhaps I’ll be able to go to the hospital on Tuesday.

My W-2 form came; $15,850.71 in come last year; this after the deductions for compensations from the auto accident; total income taxes were $2271.73.

LCH took the children skating in the afternoon before taking her Brownies to hear “Peter and the Wolf” at the Community Center.

Continued to read on Wisdom.

Home in bed.

It occurred to me that a MOE would be useful wherein, for example, the range given by the in-flight msg. would be the basis of comparison with that given by the TTR as follows:

[ed. small hand-drawn graph perhaps included at a later date!]

This would immediately show violent excursions from the in-flight by the primary tracking & acquisitions gate. It might be useful to compute “R” and the differences in the rates of change of the angles also; perhaps consideration should be given to display of these quantities for use by the operator.

Clear, cold

Stayed home in bed most of the day.

LCH took JAH in to the Cadets at Park Street, leaving on the 5:08 PM train.

I cleaned and put up the 2-lamp fluorescent fixture, and for the first time have adequate illumination over my work bench.

Read the IBM General Systems Simulator program; I don’t know whether the Army’s CCIS could be simulated or not; I suppose it could.

Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give. Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses, Nor scrip for your journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet staves: for the workman is worthy of his meat. And into whatsoever city or town ye shall enter, enquire who in it is worthy; and there abide till ye go thence. And when ye come into an house, salute it. And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be not worthy, let your peace return to you. And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet. — Matthew 10:8-14

Home in bed.

Clear 0°F
Stayed home in bed. The cold seems to be breaking.

Harry brought a belt buckle left by Mike Bavaro or Gene Small. It was for a 2″ belt & doesn’t fit.

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